My world is filled with cheer and you.

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

5:01 PM

WOOHOO!!!finally i saw x after complainin dat i miss her...i saw x!!x was havin her cca!!super cute!!XD!btw...i went back to skool for np!it was onli sec 3 ma'am's...i lyk them cause they're nice and they are not dat mean to us!!we were preparin for e sec4and5's farewell!!den at 12..we were dismissed...went to grab a drink in e canteen...then i saw gayu!wth?!(sweets...if u're readin this can u explain to me why she ignore us)then when we were leavin skool....i saw x!!they were leavin skool!!omg.so cuteee!!dats abt it...chowzzz:)))

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

8:32 PM

i love x....and the same time i miss x lyk hell!!boo!!cant wait for 130606....juz hope dat it will be e best dae we both will have!!

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7:27 PM

if i had one wish, we would be best friends
love would never end, it would just begin
if i had one wish, you would be my boo
promise to love you, trust me i'll trust you
if i had one wish, we would run away
making love all day, have us a baby
if i had one wish, i’d make you my whole life
and you’d be my wife, make it right this time

if i had one wish
one wish, one wish, one wish
one wish, one wish, one wish
one wish, one wish, one wish
one wish, one wish, one wish

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Friday, May 26, 2006

6:19 PM

wth?!!im super annoyed wif gayu!!all these time i was lyk thinkin whu was e spy...and e person is non other than gayu!!im super mad!!wth?!its cause of u we went to see chocolate guy..it was cause of u azu went to tok to him for u....now dat u dun lyk him....*sigh!im not sidin anyone...but u have such thing called heart!!aren't u guilty?and e lame excuse u give is dat...I KNOW HER BETTER THAN U!wadeva!!btw...lil'd im juz glad dat i've got a lovely sis lyk u!!and no idiots...are goin to spoil our relationship!!and no matter wad u sae....i will neva agree wif u dat she is concern!!e reason is dat............(if i tell this she will be embarrased)yupp!!and lil'd ur a great sis!!I LURVE YOU ANS I LURVE ALL MY DEARIES!!!

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Monday, May 22, 2006

4:22 AM

i want to post abt wad happened in skool but i think i want to vent my anger first!!eh...'ud'u think....wad?yst i read wad u post abt me....but in a rush i didnt read it properly...wtf??fuck u and yr spies!!its against e law to spy on ppl...do u noe dat?and im not goin to listen to u and yr so called advice!my foot!!i bet u dun care tat she is bad or good influence rite?all u care is abt yr stoopid dignity?wad sort of dignity u have huh??and btw...she is not bad influence and she RAWKS!!i dun care wad u think or wad u do!!i'vemade my decision and nth is goin to stop me!!too bad!!do wad u wanna do!!

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2:26 AM

I LURVE X!!!I LURVE TODAE!!I LURVE EVERYONE!!!!i shall blog tomorrow!!

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

4:52 AM

eh...i read yr blog!its hurtin larx!im not embarrassin u m i??dude...its not juz x larx...other problems try to understand!tat someone whu u want me to avoid dude....though certain things tat person did is wrong...tat person was always there for!!cheerin me up and stuff!!*argh!im goin thru alot dude!!dun need to lyk help me or pity me!juz dun hurt me further!!pls!!

and e someone.....look i really like u as my fren!!due to some bloody reasons i got no choice but for me to avoid u!!!but e help which i promised u...will be fullfilled!!!i hate to sae this to you!!but........e pain of seperation always hurts!!!

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

7:02 PM

FUCK IT!!can everyone juz stop hurtin me!except my dearies!i cannot take it....i hate myself...i hate my fuckin life.....and i juz wanna die!!!!!very soon i will die or end up mad or smthin....everyone i used to lurve hurt me,make use of me.......*argh!!!!!SHUT UP!!you bitch!!u act lyk u are concern....MY FOOT!!i noe u hate me larx!!and when i tell u my problems u juz make me worse!!FUCKER!!and ppl....i hate myself!!i dunno...wad e hell is goin on wif me...im startin to avoid someone...and no matter how i try...i cannot larx!!and if im avoidin u!its either cause ur one of e bitches whom is hurtin me or its simply i cant express certain things to you.......and i really dunno why???????

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Thursday, May 18, 2006

2:31 AM

i love u shenna!!hahax!!SHENNA RAWKS!!todae....after pw waitin for e dam auditions to start...i saw x!!i was lyk makin noise so she will look up but she neva!!boo!but then shenna was lyk "shobi!"and X LOOKED UP!!woohoo!!then we had auditions....after dat i and dharsh left for macs!!met azu,angel,gayuand some other ppl!we were tokin and havin fun!!then i and azu wanted to annoy santhiya so we ran out and went to tell her dat we are "BB"best buddies!!then suk made azu angry....azu got angry and kicked e chair....suk freaked out!!then she was lyk sorry....cool down!!hahax!!so funni!!by e way azu....i think u very cute...so is shenna,julia and x!!!

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

2:54 AM

heyz!!life as usual sucks!!by e way i want to post abt x!!(sul,dharsh,santhiand azu i told u i will forget but cannot!!boo!!)aiyah.....thogh in skool when i see u i act lyl i got no feelins i do have!!i really lyk u but IM SO FUCKIN CONFUSED!!drats!!dam pissed and confused!!by e way...life is always very fuckin bad and complicated!!no commentz!!

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

4:06 AM

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

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Friday, May 12, 2006

12:30 AM

*sigh*argh!!shobi's life sucks big time!!feel lyk endin my life!!i feel dat it is worthless livin....i mean im a burden to my parents and i dun think im a good fren and.....abt x!!argh!!aiyah...despite all these problems my frens rawk my life!!thnks!!lyk isaid u guys are perfect frens!but.....im not!!boo!!feel lyk diein!!dats abt it!and f***those bitches whu taggin shenna's blog!COWARDS!!

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Thursday, May 11, 2006

10:34 PM

ermx....lets see!!wednesdae was a sucky dae larx!!aiyah....so sad azu cried in skool!!come on azu cheer up!!dun give a dam to dat losers!!they proved dat they are some bloody morons!!azu e onli thing i can tell u is this....its yr life and onli u,i repeat u can decide e way u want to live it!why do u want to ruin yr life thinkin abt yr problems and e morons?!come on azu ur a talentes person.....so cheer up!!there are ppl whu really care and lurve u larx!!so....cheer up!!tc!!loves!!

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Monday, May 08, 2006

1:46 AM

hey!shobi will lyk to sae this....i lurve all my frens!(shenna,debbie,julia,jia hui,dharsh,azu!etc..)despite all my problems and miseries....u guys really make my dae!todae in skool i got a very deep cut in my finger den shenna was helpin me write my compo....(so bloody sweet!!)ppl lyk ju,jh,deb,dharsh and azu make my dae by laughin and cheerin me up!!shobi really lurve u guys!shobi is not e onli one with problems...all my love ones aso!*sigh*life's so unfair!boo!!AZU CHEER UP!!SHOBI IS THERE FOR U!AND LYK WAD U WISHED FOR IT WILL COME TRUE K?!AND SHENNA.....DUN WORRY K?!SHOBI IS HERE FOR U!shenna..i agree wif u larx!tat bitch is such a f*****!*sigh*shobi really wishes she can die!life is still e same....filled wif pain and miseries!

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

7:50 PM

*sigh*fuck it!i juz can't stand my bloody life! it is juz filled with miseries,pain and sorrow!no one in e world understands how im feelin!
i can't keep it together so im fallin apart
in skool e bloody bitches clique drives me dam crazy....futhermore,i've to see tat f***** in skool!argh!!at home,i must be as high as possible or my parents think i got some bloody fuckin pro!argh....shobi really cannot take it!

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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

2:52 AM

i aint neva had nobody show me all the things
that you done shown me
In a special way i feel when you hold meWe gon always be together baby thats what
you told me
And i believe it (Cause i aint neva had nobody do me like you)

And every time i think about you ( i cry)
When you ride, when you call, when you come a (round)
Your love is amazing 2 me I cant wait 2 c u( I wanna be with you again)
ANd everytime your out on the road (I'll make a trip)
.And when ever i'm doing a show (dont u 4get)
That i'm your main chic
kWho got that game chick
one and the same chick
The one u can hang with

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2:32 AM

oh my gosh!!!woohoo!!todae was great!first gd news is tat shobi(me)tokin to shenna!!!yeah!!then im aso happy for azu!!!but............smthin happened....letme start frm e scratch!todae had malay lesson...so after malay i and dharsh decided to go macs!we entered macs...saw my angel and sharrzy....then i wanted to use e toilet so i and dharsh went!but....when i opened e door i got e shock of my life!i saw x!!freak!i din even expect her to be there!i suppose she was playin wif her fren cause when i opened e door all of us(me,dharsh,x and her fren)was shock!!argh!!then i closed e door and went out of macs.....e minute i steeped out of macs!i practically screamed!dharsh was lyk so freakin hungry...so no choice we went back in...we ordered our food and ate!surprisingly i din see x!!then dis time its lyk shobi cant take it...must use e toilet...so i was in e phone wif heather..she was lyk tellin me tat i should lyk ignore her and stuff!so i managed to go inside e toilet!then her frens were lyk tellin craapy stuff lyk shoutin x's name!f*** them!though im super happy!im aso lyk very confused!kk!gtg!buaiz!