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Man!this is so annoyin.....Everyone juz keep on annoyin me.Aiyah...i cannot be bothered...im not appreciated by anyone.FINE!let it be.and if im changin..in a sense dat u feel im not lyk last time and its juz u feel it, it means ur one of those b****** who really hurt me and dat i cannot be bothered of helpin u with yr problems or im juz so pist wif you.

Anyway i cannpt be bothered..let me blog abt skool.Well we had assembly in e hall.Then we had a long briefin abt music marathon and stage ettiquete...blah..blah.then went back missed tamil peroid so waited for Mr thomsan to come for his lesson but he had meetin so we practised for music marathon.As usual it was a flop!then stayed back durin recess and was slackin in class.Had english.Shenna and me were laughin lyk hell.HAHA!!as i think abt it im laughin...man!its great sittin wif shenna!!!had geog it was fun!!!!!then went for lunch came up and sat outside calss wif shenna.heyong etc...then huang came and shouted to us to go in and do e music marathon.WTH?its my dam lunch and i cant sit outside and relax?super pissed wif huang..wanted to rebel but then it will end up to be a bigger problem so juz went to e bloody class.Sarah LING made me dam bloody angry sia...we were askin everyone to sing and she down there messagin.f*** her.started scoldin e class and left e class.then shenna and santhi came out.aft.dat we relaxed and went back in.aft.tat lessons were okay.AND I FINAALY SAW X AFT.48 HRS!!!!!!!!!WOOTS!

ermx...lets see..i shall blog abt my sweetheart,azu.Well...she's really sweet and CUTE.(admitt it.)and she always bully me!jkjk...dude..thanx alot.you've always been there whenever i was down in e dumps and you always cheer me up and nw you're helpin me....thanx alot!and abt yr problems..dun think abt it too much.juz chill k? do wadeva dat makes you happy coz if you're happy so r ya frens.and you can come to me with yr problems.dun suffer silently and all by yrself cause you're not alone.you've got me and all yr frens.take care bro!love you loads!!

I feel lyk a complete loser.Im a bloody bitch la..happy?Im feelin super sad...and this is wad you do....i trusted you so much...i treated you more than a fren.you always come to me when you've any fuckin problem or help.If not you ignore me or you simply avoid me.Do you bother askin me how i feel and stuff?No you dont.you only care abt yrself rite?FINE!be dat way....at times i feel lyk so lonely....maybe dats coz im a loner....there's no one for me.i feeel everyone whom i really love as frens and stuff juz make use of me and dun bother abt me.FINE!im not goin to care abt anyone alr.im juz goin to keep everything to myself.I will slash my wrist.i will do anithin i want.and you,e bloody bitch, if you come and sae this to me"im not goin to tok to you coz you slash yrself"or"why e hell you do it"you're are goin to get it.STOP ACTIN LYK YOU CARE!coz i noe you dun.
(heartbroken and lonely)

Boo........My sister has all e symtoms of havin chicken pox.and she's goin to e doctor later.dam freak!!!!since i've not gotten mine,my dad sae's dat most.prob i will get it!boo.........i dun want to have it!!*argh.then i cant go to skool then i cannot see x and my dearies!!:(((((

Woohoo!!!My fever is gettin better but my flu is till e same but e reason im feelin high rite now is cause i saw x!!!!!Xwas wearin lime green.Woots!!Dats my fav.colour!!!X is super cuteeee.walkin here and there.x really makes my day!!juz hope things will get better and not worse.=D

ermx...im still sick!!and im feelin worse.missin x alot and my fever,block nose is gettin worse.:(but i will be happy if i die!!!*argh!!!
i really wanna go somewhere far,far away frm my social life and everything.
somewhere far where i can make some proper decisions
where i can have a piece of mind
.somewhere no one makes use of me and annoy me.
but i dun think there's a place lyk dat.to ppl out there,if u noe a place lyk dat inform me.

boo...not feelin well.fever,blocked nose,cough and havin a bad headache.super annoyed wif e things goin and e ppl arnd me.feelin f***-ed up!*argh.dunno if my mummy will let me go to skool on mondae and tuesdae coz im not feelin well and secondly i got tutition on mondae.aiyooooo feel lyk runnin away frm everythin and everyone and go to somewhere peaceful!!!!!

X i lurve you so much......but it hurts when i noe dat you dun care abt me.why?cant you juz understand me and stop givin stoopid looks and attitudes?haiz....it sucks,when u lyk someone a great deal and e person doesnt give a dam to you.

Each time i think abt you,
i wonder if you're thinkin abt me too,
and i noe dat you would neva,
but i still hope........

'My bidae:))

Ermx...my bidae was not bad...good!!went for violin then came home.aft.dad came home went out to makan.Then daddy and mummy were lyk tokin for awhile then later they drove me n my sis out..then daddy brought me out to this shop where they sell guitars...and dadddy was lyk choose a guitar!!!omg.i was so freakin happy!!!!then chose this yamaha one!!then left e shop!!woots!!!but my dam sis proclaims dat its hers.wth!i dun give a dam to her.coz i noe its mine!!!!then when to buy a bidae cake,came home...was slackin then cut cake ate dinner...and juz slack.yupp.dats abt it.

'Camp/sec 4/5camp

Lets see....e camp was great!!!though x din come for e camp it was fun!!!!it was a 'lil borin at first...but it was fun...played some traditional games...which were quite borin!!then we had to act out this skitt in our 'lil grps.i was wif hemma!!!and santhiyaetc...our skitt was pretty funny!!(thick skin)then we went to makan.then played water games.SUPER FUN!!!!we were lyk wettin my sis and stuff.then played whacko and had farewell.overall it was fun and i enjoyed myself though x din come!!and SIVVY...IM SORRY!!dat post was out of anger.and im sorry if i hurt you.you're really a nice person!!tc!!loves!!!

Tomorrow is my bidae!!!my sis is tellin me dat i will get a guitar for my bidae,but i've a feelin its not true!and i over heard my parents tokin abt guitars!!!futhermore,my dad sae there's a surprise awaitin!though i said im not lookin forward for my bidae,which im still not lookin forward to,i will really be happy if i get a guitar for my bidae!!toked to my dearest hauggeable on e phone ystd.she advices me to hold on and let fate decide till then she ask me to hold on.shall take e advice.and my previous post i mentioned morons rite?im not goin to mention names but for sure its not my dearies lyk,azu,shenna,vani,juetc...and if u're name is not here and if u feel guitly its either its you or its not!!haha!!im not goin to give a shit.makin sure dat i dun hurt anyone when i blog,cause my blog is e onli way i vent all my feelin out!and too bad if it hurts you!!!adiyoz!!

my previous post was posted frm skool.super annoyed.heartbroken.hurt.*argh!cant take it!why must everyone hurt me when im super sad or down???and its lyk u ppl noe dat im sad yet...juz want to add on to my miseries rite?FINE!let it be!!everyone is tellin me dat i must/should forget x!do u think its easy??its not okay!FUCK!!evryone is makin use of me!!hate it!!i no longer will tell anyone anything.i shall keep everything to myself and suffer silently!!i prefer bein dat way!and for those morons whu always tell me not to slash myself...this is wad i got to sae to you...YOU MORONS DUN CARE ABT ME.AND BE DAT WAY.AND I WILL DO WADEVA I WILL DO SO STOP ACTIN CONCERN.i hate this stoopid life of mine and e bloody fuckin ppl!but i still do lurve ppl lyk,shenna,vanietc...they are e ppl whu really care!!
I HATE MYSELF!!

i hate you...fuckin bitch!!dam bloody bitch!try seperatin me isit??huh?!so bad!!boo.........i dun wanna go larx!!for e stoopid camp!!stupid camp and e stoopid organisers!!FUCK!!I AND MY DAM SIS CAN SUPPORT HER!!FUCK!!

hahax!!shenna!!u soo cute!!dude im not exactly very disturbed by my family its smthin else...i will tell you soon!!when i see you..and i think its when skool re-open!*argh!!i miss all my frens..ppl lyk shenna,vani,heyong,sukanya,azuetc...AND X!!!!finally ppl lyk azu and santhiya convinced me to go for e camp!!haha!!u guys soooo cute and funni!!and thnx....for always cheerin me up!!LURVE U GUYS LOADS!!im super boredddddd!!rottin at home!!im not lookin forward for my bidae...juz dunno why...juz dun look forward!!but lookin forward for e camp!!!hahax!!cant wait!!and im goin to take e advices frm my sis and frens...dun let anithin hold you back from havin fun at e camp!!!juz have a good time!!im aso lookin forward for e camp not onli dat i can see x!but dat i can see my hugg-able!!

*argh!!!i hate it!!juz coz im soft hearted..DUN MAKE USE OF ME!!feelin so fucked up!!f***.dam larx!!my mum is lyk super fuck.one dae super niceee to me nxt dae she nag and shout at me.no matter wad i will neva forget or forgive my parents for beatin me for no reason!!and they always give priority to my dam sister!!wad so great abt her...dat she must receive special attention...nw dat i've decided not to go for e camp on 130606 i will juz lyk to end my dam bloody life on my bidae!!then it will ba on my bidae its my deathdae!
:im a useless daughter
:im a useless sister
:im a useless fren
and IM SO SORRy GAYU AND AZU!!coz of me their frenship is spoiled!!and i misjudged pauline priya when she was concern for me!!!see wad a fuckin bitchy person am i...and dats e reason i dun wanna go for e camp!!though i was lookin forward i dun want any more problems coz of me!!*sigh!!

This post is specially dedicated to SHENNA!shenna ur juz e best partner anyone can have and e best fren anyone can have!!!ur always scoldin me when im not payin attention....and if im sad abt x u will cheer me up!!im really sorry dude...at times i dun listen to u cause...you noe all my problemz rite?but dun worry....frm term3 i will be a better partner cause some of my problems are solved...shenna...im serious u dun need to get me a gift okay?juz have a good and safe trip...okay?take care!!loves!!MISSES!!