HELLO!!!went to school ystd for the science thing.I SAW X!!!!!!!!woots.yupp.We were playinwithslime.It was dam fun.I had a great time at the science thingy.Went home with santhiya anddharsh.F***.Juz cause i see x everydae it doesnt make me happy.Do you know it makes me worse.When i see x and e thought of me n x impossible makes me die.Im dyin internally larx.So stop sayin all tat and make me die more.Hais....Yupp.came home.Then i was doin maths and science papers lyk fcuk.Im dead tired.Did till dinner.and had to continue aft.dinner.Then go n sleep.So sucky larx.
Todae mornin woke up at 6.30.Cause i got violin.Came back.Parents went temple cause there's a prayer thing in e evenin...Hopefully my mum will go to e temple again in e evenin.Yupp.Im sad.abt x.hais.I really dun want to tell anyone.My sister makes me worse.My frens try toconvince me tat there's hope.hais.My emotions are filled to the brim.Im chokin in tears and sorrow.Dun wish to elaborate.My final decission is not to tok abt this to anyone cause i think i irritate ppl and no one cares.Im not selfish when i think this way but its e truth.
