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Saturday, August 05, 2006
7:27 PM
Well lets see.I havent been bloggin much lately.Im not really in the mood.I dunno.I feel like im betraying myself.I may seem all high and happy but deep down,all my feeling are choked up.Im trying to hide something which i bloody hell cant.I got no choice but for me to keep it real.Monday n Tuesday wad okay i suppose.Wednesday was also okay till at night,9.30pm to be precise,when my matt, my sister told me the thing which i really dread to hear.hais.yupp.At first i was really mad.I started shotuing at my sister askin her to get lost.I took a long time to stop my tears.I had to pull myself back because i had geog test the nxt day and i really dun want to screw it up.Then i started studying at eleven.
[Thursday]
Geog test was kinda okay.Pretty easy.School was also okay.I dint see tat person so i was kinda happy.At home when i was abit more calm,i went to ask my sister wad she had heard abt __________.She said everything and i was lyk okay.I took it very light on the outside but deep down.Knowing me very well matt was lyk tellin me to cheer up!and she was even niceee to me the whole day!(sweet?!)
[Friday]
Today is matt's bidae. HAPPY BIDAE MATT!!!My family left home together to go to the temple(near our skool) to pray for matt.On my way i was lyk,"eh...matt.darn it.Today i got same recess as her.Dun even feel like going to school."And she was like,"Come on.Life yr life for yrself.Why do you care abt her?Just think she doesnt exist in yr life and try to be happy.And if there's hope..."In my life that was one of the most 'urupadiyana' advice given by my sisterXDI decided to take the advice.In school nth much.I din see her.WOOTS!aft.school went to macs wif heyong and moron.They came to my house and we were filming some really funny and retard film by heyong's phone!!!haha!!!yupp.tats abt it.
AZU:Cheer up.Its not your fault.So relax and chill okay?tc!!!loves!!!!
Vani:Dude,you got to make a decision.Im fine with wadeva decisions you make.And dun worry you will do well.
Shenna,heyong:Cant wait for tuesday.And lets just see how ___behaves then we decide!love you guys!!!
