My world is filled with cheer and you.

♥

Sunday, September 24, 2006

7:15 AM

MUGGING,MORE MUGGING,AND MORE MUGGING!!!!!!!!

This whole weekend i was mugging lyk crazy.
Atleast sm kept me company smsing me.
Love ya sm!
Weekends was good though i did nothing but mugging till i chat with you.
To you*,You said you did not mean it.
It felt like it did.
You must be lyk wtf,when reading this now.
You might be wondering why am i riling the past.
Simply,because what you had done to me was simply horrible.
A few sleepless nights,hell days in school.
I dont understand you.
No point understanding you now.
I dont wish to.
Im hurt enough.
You made me slash,made me cry,made me hurt.
Will you keep your mouth shut if you were me?

♥

Friday, September 22, 2006

9:04 PM

`English and Tamil p1

Well,today eng and tamil pp1.
Panicking lyk some mad person.
English compo was okay.
Then had break.
It was good and bad.
Good cause my darling gf,sivvy made my day.
Bad cause i saw *ahem*.
*****.
Everytime i want to forget she just has to appear doesnt she?
Yea.
Was rather sad and pist.
Halfway through tamil letter writting,
I was lyk going to breakdown.
Stopped, thought abt the letter my gf gave me.
It made me smile.
Then continued.
yepp.(Thanks sivvy for the letter)
55-ed to j8.
Macs-ed with shenna,santhiya and sukanya.
Stoopid bunch of guys made us pist.
53-ed back home.
Came back home.
Studided hisory.
Finally finished with my history.*Rejoices*

♥

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

12:35 AM

`Wednesday

Today was okay?!
Woots.Today morining saw my eye-candy.
Haha.So adorable.
Anyways,school was okay i suppose.
Luckily for art my group did not have to present.
Yepp.
Then had pe(Saw my darlink gf!!),english.
Reflection was sort of sucky:/
Nw my class has rules.
Rules.rules.rules.(jeers)
Then,went home.
Saw eye-candy exiting from mrt station!
yay!!!
Shobi veryy happy((:
Hahaha.Toked to santhiya.
Lectured me abt x and stuff.(Ears bleedin!!)
So yea,decided to forget her!
Yay!Vani has decided to support me in forgettin her.
So nw manager and and sm anti x!
Not exactly,its mean to anti her when she do nothin.
Just that i will be forgetting.
And this time its for real(:

♥

Monday, September 18, 2006

2:59 AM

`Monday

Today was great.
Laughed like mad.
HAHA!!I love limegreen!
Hahaha!!Yea.Loved today
Except my eyes were irritating me.
Macs-ed aft.school with shenna a.k.a shebolone!
Hahaha.
Then conferenced with santhiya n shenna.
So lame.
Tokin abt scratchy and scratchy n skater boi.
yay!!
Tokin to darling sivvy on e phone.
*peace out*

♥

2:46 AM

`Jogging

Lets see,ystd evening went jogging
at toa payoh(spelling)
Jogged.Abt 8 rounds.
It was shiok.
It was raining and super windy.
As i was jogging somone came to my mind.
Saddening.
But kept on reminding myself abt the stuff said to me from her.
Futhermore,she wanted to see me hurt infront of someone i love.
So yea.Overall had a great time.

♥

Saturday, September 16, 2006

1:36 AM

Okay.This two day sucked.
I had this fight with azureen.
It no made sense,she msg-ing me vulugrities,sayin i will die.
Blah and Blah.
I was practically going through mental torture on thursday evening.
I could have gone mad.
My sister saw my phone and was mad at azureen.
Lyk who wont be?Seein a sister going mad.
I LOVE YOU,MATT!
Then my sister was talkin to pauline abt this,at nite.
Pauline was as pist as my sister.
Yea.My day ystd went on and stuff.
Dont feel lyk bloogin abt that.
Anyway,i really feel touched,seeing some ppl really stand for me.
Thnks pauline,matt,sivvy,my clique.Thanks alot.
And for azureen.yea yea.Rejoice i dun care.
Just get out of my life.

ps:Im not even draging people in.And btw,its my own friendship prob,so when you can butt in why cant my sister's get involved?

♥

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

2:16 AM

Well today was rather good.Sukanya's spell worked!yay!Yupp.Laughed lyk mad woman.Had a good day i guess excluding the fight i had with someone.

To someone:Eh,im really sorry.I dunno larx.We're always fighting.Hais.I dunno wad's really wrong.Yes,it was my mistake for making such a big fuss.Im really sorry.I dunno wads to come for our friendship.But for now i just hope and will lyk to wish you a happy birthday in advance and that you may have a wonderful day and yr ahead.And you will always be in my prayers.Sorry once again.

♥

Saturday, September 09, 2006

8:58 PM

`Shenna
This post is specially dedicated to shenna.The bestest pard and the bestest fren anyone can ask for!

Thanks for being so patient,
honest,loyal and kind.
You've been there
when i needed you
and never seem to mind.
I'll be there to share your joy
when things are going well
but i'll never turn my back
when you're having a bad spell.
So when you need an ally,
who's reliable and true.
I hope that you will call on me
so i can be there for you.

♥

Friday, September 08, 2006

1:14 AM

Well today i was super low cause of x.Well,i was listenin to the radio when i was studyin today mornin then i heard some songs which made me super doopa low.Hais.Dun wish to elaborate.Then i was chattin wif shenna juz nw.Here's the conversation:

shenna. says:
why are you sad?
You are my depressent pill. says:
i miss x.
You are my depressent pill. says:
and hais
You are my depressent pill. says:
i dunno
You are my depressent pill. says:
i juz feel very weak and sad when i think abt her
You are my depressent pill. says:
and im scared
You are my depressent pill. says:
when skool re-open im afraid if she will hurt me or smthin
You are my depressent pill. says:
hais
shenna. says:
than you realy should forget her. i mean i know tis hard. and you cant do it. but you should really be prepared to get hurt by her. cus hse's those type that will swing for nothing and stuff.
shenna. says:
and you wouldnt know when she will swing...
You are my depressent pill. says:
yea
You are my depressent pill. says:
but shenna
You are my depressent pill. says:
i've trid forgettin her
You are my depressent pill. says:
and i find it really hopeless
You are my depressent pill. says:
when e last time i did tat i was super down
You are my depressent pill. says:
im nt even bein myself
You are my depressent pill. says:
and im killin myself intrenally
You are my depressent pill. says:
But for now im really happy
You are my depressent pill. says:
i can be myself
You are my depressent pill. says:
i juz miss her n i juz dun want to get her
You are my depressent pill. says:
i will pray n juz hope things will be better this term
shenna. says:
yeah, i guess. just ignore her comments and all. you know she doesnt mean it. its just like now i say i hate you shobi. you wont fell hurt right? cus you know i dont mean it. and same thing. she doesnt mean it. how do i know? cus she's not constant in what she says
shenna. says:
one min she smile at you, one min she ask how are you, and the next min she will be like fuck. all that. you know she doesnt mean it
shenna. says:
yea?
You are my depressent pill. says:
yea
You are my depressent pill. says:
thanks dude
You are my depressent pill. says:
shenna. says:
no prob.

Aft.chattin with shenna im feelin much better.THANKS DEARIE!love you!

♥

12:48 AM

`Thursday

Well the past few days have been really good excludin for tat bitch who made me super mad.Yupp.But i've decided to blog abt ystd.Yayness!!Ystd was good!!I did abit of studying in the morning.Then afternoon i was slackin and all, went online saw tat bitch's blog.WAH!super angry.Call dearie,shenna she slpin!Too angry.Then called the bitch and asked her blah blah.
Then in the evenin i wasnt feelin very well.My stomach was givin me alot of problems.My mummy say it is something to do with me not eatin.You see my fellow readers shobi has been seriously tryin to be on a diet during these holidays tats why im havin pain in my stomach.Tat is wad my my whole family thinks.So my mother has strictly prohibited me from eatin.A tragic ending.haha.Well,i guess i got no choice and the pain is fcukin pain so no choice.hais.There goes my chances of bein skinny:((Yupp.Then i skipped dinner cause the pain was extreme.Studied till 8.45 watched idol.TWOHILL GOT OUT!YAYNESS!!!its about time he went out.Then studied till 11.Shenna called toked a while.She had to go so hang up.Then i was studyin till 11.30 santhiya called.Toked to her.Hillarious!!!Hahaha!Toked till abt 12.10.Studied till 12.30.and went to bed.Yupp.tats abt it.

Well,im sick again.Having fever flu,cough and terrible stomach pain due to my dietin.:(

♥

12:38 AM

[Dharsh]

Fcuk it larx.I neva knew you were such a ****-ed up *****.Im treated you ystd super well in e phone.I toked to you really nicely for such a long time and all you say is i need time.Wad shit?Why the hell you need time when you made the mistake.And you say you're not a coward but let me tell you you're one.All you know is running away from yr problems and blaming it on other people.You say its me n shenaa blah blah.But did you stop n reflect?NO!fcuk.Ppl call dunno how to answer?Dun tell me you dunno im calling?And you promise me tat you will call me but you never.Fcuk.Pist off with you lyk shit.

♥

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

4:09 AM

[Dharsh]

You shut the fcuk up larx.Fine let it be,its yr blog,yr life.Wadeva.Let me tell you this.Compared to we nt tokin to you n you nt tokin to us rite there's a diff.And its tat you will lose.We have nth to lose but you will lose greatly.I was nice really nice enough to call you n stuff and is this the way you treat me?And yes.You shld be the one calling.After all you made the mistake.Fcuker.All you know is assumin stuff gettin self sympathy.And tokin abt self sympathy,YES!you do want to get self sympathy.And if you think i do gimme one bloody reason i which proved tat i did lar.And bloody hell if you think you dam innocent why dun you prove yrself when i call you ah?Instead you hang up.Guilty i suppose.Then you switch off the phone.Coward.Fine.you want to end it.Lets end it.Before that i will somehow tell you the reasons coz im not lyk you fight for no reasons.Bloody *****.

♥

Monday, September 04, 2006

6:40 PM

Hello!Seems lyk shobi is missed alot ah?haha!Ppl lyk azu,shenna,vani and all said that hey miss me.Woots!I <3>

Azu:Hello cute one!Eh you miss me ah?haha!!I miss you too!I enjoyed the conversation we had ystd.Both of us super high?!Woots!hope we have mre cons lyk tat.Yupp.Dun worry i wun be lyk tat bitch.I will always be there for you when you need me.tc!miss you loads hardly i see you arnd dude.Loves!

Shenna:SHEBOLONE!!Wah!!I miss you lyk fcuk.I miss pulling yr hair saying you coloured yr hair and spike spike.I miss going high wif ya.I miss screaming and going mad aft i see you-know-who.I miss pnchin you.I miss complainin etc..In conclusion i miss you loads!Love ya dude!<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333'ss

Vani:Hello!My dearest SM!I tell you ah this SM here super jealous and sensitive!And owes me a treat!haha!jkjk.I love you larx!and happy?coz im bloggin abt you?And dun worry abt tat small bitch.And i will always be there for you lykystd when you're sad?Cheer up!

Jovee,Suk n san:Eh i miss you guys larx!Hope to see you guys soon!

Matt:Cheer up!Dun worry and dun jump into conclusions.Loves!

Sivvy:I love you!My dearest idol,gurlfwen,chilli n happy pill,I love you!!!!

Tats abt it for my loves list.I guess.Too tired to continue.Maybe some other time!And this goes to _______ eh i know you have been rerading my blog.And i dun understand you larx.Instead of juz complainin in yr blog do you bother findin out the reason for us nt tokin to you?No!All you do is assume and get self sympathy?!Wadeva.If you want to know the reason call me.And i will have a good reason.And dun worry i wun give reasons lyk so and so brainwash me.blah blah.I have valid reasons.So if you want to know them call me!

♥

2:22 AM

Hello!! Weekends was kinda okay for me.But nt for my mummy coz her sister is not feelin well so she's kinda sad.Hais.Though im nt that close to my aunt its kinda sad tat she's going to be alive for onli a few more months.I guess everyone has to face death now or later.Cant god take my life instead since im such a useless and no-good-for-anything person?Btw i miss school.Actually i miss my friends lyk shenna,jovee and all those high moments.I was exceptionally nice to my mother.And my whole family was lyk are you okay?haha!!The truth is tat i dun even noe why was i so nice but it feels good though.haha!!I was rather high during the weekends.

♥

Saturday, September 02, 2006

2:51 AM

1)Choose five persons to do this after you have completed yours
2)Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that she/he has been tagged

Favourite colour: Lime Green :D
Favourite Movie: Kal Ho Na Ho! <33
Favourite sport: Badminton!
Favourite day of the week: Wednesday and Friday
Favourite ice cream: Ben&Jerry! Hurray!
Favourite TV show: Making the band 3
Current mood: Highness xD
Current taste: Sour
Current desktop: Me and shenna
Current clothes: Tee and FBT.
Current toenail colour: Nth.
Current time: 5.54pm
Current annoyance: My sister
Current thoughts: Should I go jogging later?
First crush: err...
First movie: Cant rmb larx.
First lie: Sorry,I cant remember
First music: Baby music i guess.
Last cigarette:I dont smoke.
Last drink: Plain ice water.
Last car ride: This morning
Last phone call: Azu.
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Nope.
Have you broken the law: No,Duh!
Have you been arrested: No -_-
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: NO,no,no,no!Tat will be stoopid and disgusting.

Well the lucky ppl are:
1)Shenna.
2)Sukanya.
3)Samantha.
4)Matt.
5)Sivvy.

♥

Friday, September 01, 2006

2:16 AM

`SIVVY

This post is specially dedicated to my lovely gurlfwen and happy pards!!!I LOVE HER!!She's super nicee.Everytime she will try to cheer me up and make me laugh.Whenever im bored she will call me and we will tok for hrs!!And she's bloddy talented.She's super smart,plays guitar very pro,plays drums and keyboard too.Dances.Sings super bloddy good!!Lastly she acts and speaks super good!!*drools!* And both of us will bully matt together.hahaha!!!And we love to gossip.hahahah.Together we go crazy!I LOVE HER TO BITS!!!!!!!