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Friday, September 08, 2006
1:14 AM
Well today i was super low cause of x.Well,i was listenin to the radio when i was studyin today mornin then i heard some songs which made me super doopa low.Hais.Dun wish to elaborate.Then i was chattin wif shenna juz nw.Here's the conversation:shenna. says:
why are you sad?
You are my depressent pill. says:
i miss x.
You are my depressent pill. says:
and hais
You are my depressent pill. says:
i dunno
You are my depressent pill. says:
i juz feel very weak and sad when i think abt her
You are my depressent pill. says:
and im scared
You are my depressent pill. says:
when skool re-open im afraid if she will hurt me or smthin
You are my depressent pill. says:
hais
shenna. says:
than you realy should forget her. i mean i know tis hard. and you cant do it. but you should really be prepared to get hurt by her. cus hse's those type that will swing for nothing and stuff.
shenna. says:
and you wouldnt know when she will swing...You are my depressent pill. says:
yea
You are my depressent pill. says:
but shenna
You are my depressent pill. says:
i've trid forgettin her
You are my depressent pill. says:
and i find it really hopeless
You are my depressent pill. says:
when e last time i did tat i was super down
You are my depressent pill. says:
im nt even bein myself
You are my depressent pill. says:
and im killin myself intrenally
You are my depressent pill. says:
But for now im really happy
You are my depressent pill. says:
i can be myself
You are my depressent pill. says:
i juz miss her n i juz dun want to get her
You are my depressent pill. says:
i will pray n juz hope things will be better this term
shenna. says:
yeah, i guess. just ignore her comments and all. you know she doesnt mean it. its just like now i say i hate you shobi. you wont fell hurt right? cus you know i dont mean it. and same thing. she doesnt mean it. how do i know? cus she's not constant in what she saysshenna. says:
one min she smile at you, one min she ask how are you, and the next min she will be like fuck. all that. you know she doesnt mean it
shenna. says:
yea?
You are my depressent pill. says:
yea
You are my depressent pill. says:
thanks dude
You are my depressent pill. says:
shenna. says:
no prob.Aft.chattin with shenna im feelin much better.THANKS DEARIE!love you!
