My world is filled with cheer and you.

♥

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

7:40 PM

`I love danity kane:))

I dunno what to blog.
Life is just boring.boring.
Gayu told me something super bloody funny online.
Nevermind.I shall be nice and not blog abt it.
Nth much.
And oh yeah,i heart gai3:)

♥

5:22 AM

[My feelings about something]

Though i want to see you with her*
I feel like i'm being dumped like an unwanted piece or junk.
It hurts me to see you drift away from me.
The feeling that i'm feeling is either jealousy or insecurity.
If it was jealousy,
Was it fair for me to feel this way.
Or is it insecurity
Which was caused by bitter memories i had with someone make me feel this way.
I guess i just have to wait for time and fate to answer me.

♥

Thursday, October 26, 2006

7:45 PM

`Sick:/

Sorry people for not updating for so long.
Well,i'm sick again.
This year i keep on falling sick.
Ystd,nth much in school.
Morning collected the trophy for rugby.
Later had 'big sweep'.
I dint really do much.
Then went hall.
The weather was hot and i was wearing jacket.
Its ont like i wanted to wear one.
But becoz i was having fever.
Anyways,nth much then went home.
Was having very very high fever.
So daddy and mummy brought me to the doctor.
Doctor gave me a nab and loads of medicines.
Yucks.
Slept aft,taking medicines.
Being sick really sucks.
Thats about it i will blog more when i get well soon.
Buaiz.

♥

Thursday, October 19, 2006

8:51 PM

`Thursday

Today was really urmm good bad?!
Lets see.
Today had the rugby game.
Me,Shenna,Heyong,Penelope,Lee huang,Vani and Jovee played for the class.
We had no hope.
But we were lyk good?!(Thick skin.hahah)
Made it to the finals:)
For the finals we were playing against B2.
We were like not stressed afterall,we b band consider ourselves as one!
Yepp.Then for the penalty i and heyong had to play.
Bad.We were so dead luhh.
Then i lyk scored twice but they say not consisdered coz not on the line.
Fcuk.
B2 won!
Yayness!
Im happy for them but i teared aft.the game cause i mean my grp work so hard then i let them down:(
Futhermore i feel like i let myself down infront of *ahems*classmates.
Yepp.
Thanks to all who made me feel better
And thanks Heather and Samantha for making me feel better:))
Esp my teamates who took it easy.
Thanks.
And thanks wanleng and those in B2 who made me feel better.
I love B band.
B band rawks.
Atleats we are second:))
*3 cheers for b band:))*

♥

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

5:43 AM

`Wednesday

Today was super doopa fun:))
School was bloody slack.
And its bugging me.
Slacking so much is making me so boredddd.
Anyways,aft.school went vani's crib.
Cool.Went swimming there with hy,shenna and vani.
Bloody fun.
We wore swimming suit inside and wore tee and pri school shorts outside.
Like duh!Who wants to walk arng in a condo in a swim suit?!
Hahaha.
Anyways had loads and loads of fun.
I simply love shenna,heyong and vani:))
And not forgetting penelope and simba.
I love sivvy too:)))))

There's rugby match tom.
Kinda scared.
Im the team head.
Hahaha.
Hope we will have loads of fun.

♥

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

2:07 AM

`Pissed.

Im having a bad headache now:/
Sad and pist over some stuff.
School has been okay.
Plainly slacking only.
I will update later,not in the mood now.
And the bloody song i'm listening now making me cry.*sobs*
And i miss sivvy.

p:s I'm still not over you:(

♥

Friday, October 13, 2006

1:51 AM

`Bored.

Im so bloody bored.
I dunno.
Wads wrong with me.
Past few days i've been like a roller coaster.
Im happy one moment then im sad.
I dun even know what i want.
Im happy when i see her*
But i feel pist n sad.
Lyk wth.
I hate myself.
I think this is enough for now.
Shall stop here.

♥

Thursday, October 12, 2006

8:44 PM

`Friday

Not feeling well :/
Having stomach cramps n fever.
So i never go plmc for e founder's day thing.
Staying at home is so boring esp,when you're sick.
Cant really do much.
Got back all my results alr.
Sucks big time:(
Tamil,math n english was okay i guess?!
Ystd e results sucks lyk ****.
Im so stoopid.
I wrote in my leg and hand some stuff.
Then two teachers caught me.
They were lyk dont write in yr leg again blahblah..
Kinda down until shenna made stoopid jokes n made me laugh.
Atleast im kinda happy coz i din fail any subjects.
I thot i will flung badly,luckily i dint.
I just wished that i was more consistent in studying.
Hais.
Stomach is just killing me.
Thats about me im gonna hit e bed soon.
Nothing else for me to do.

I have tried and tried
to get you out of my mind
But i cant.
As each day goes by,
im lost n confused
And have nothing to lose.
But still i not over you.

♥

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

5:35 AM

`Monday

Today we had no school.
Because of some marking day thing.
Went j8 with darlings to watch STAY ALIVE!
Funny sia,suk n san huggin each other coz they scared.
AHAHA.
Movie havent even start they scream:/
Weirdos.
Anyway,movie was nice.
Aft.movie went food junction to eat.
Walked arnd j8.
Laughing about carmit(spelling?!)
Yepp then 53ed home.
Overall,had a good time.

`Tuesday

School was slack today.
Did nothing mcuh.
Played stress lyk some mad people,laughing lyk crazyy.
Thats about it.
Yepp.
Sleepy and i feel well mentally and pysically unwell
Plainly sick n tired of living?!:/
Hais.

♥

Friday, October 06, 2006

2:47 AM

Hey!!Shobi is currently high.
Because..EOYS ARE OVER!!
yipee!!
Now i will be slacking 24/7.
Ahahahah.
Yay!!
Alot of things has happened?!
Too lazy too update.
Anyways,monday no school b-coz its marking day!!
Lalala.
Most prob.shobi going out.
With her darling shenna(see i blog abt you),super sm,hy and maybe suk n san.
Going to catch a movie.
I've been seeing my eye-candy for the past few days.
Whees.
To my own paul a.k.a julia:Hey sweety!!Thanks sweetheart for bloogin abt me.So sweet.I LOVE YA!missed you loads..See you arnd lil'paul.