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`Dead:))

My blog is dead.
Havent been updating lately.
Its either i'm too tired or not in the mood.
Today was fun fun fun fun!
Excluding the whole recess time.
I have officially concluded that D is a fucking bitch:)
Pe was lame can?
Me and shenna were like pro?!for badminton then compete.
So lame.
What to do? we both are mad!
Then had Napfa 5 items and my back is hurting like@@!#$@#$@$#.
Everything was smooth can except the goddam sit and reach.
I dint even stretch my best yet i cant even stand straight.
Ouch la,so painful.
Now its hurting so so much.
Argh i got no heart to change my blong song but nevermind i will change it.
Changed it alr.
ENJOY.

To you*
Hello there my lovely.
I walk past you like i don't know you,
and you do the same.
Some days you talk to me,
and the next you don't.
Its like some days i am visible and some days I'm not.
Whatever it is,
Whatever people say you* will be that special friend i had in my heart<<33's

I MISS AHEMS!

OUT.

`Thursday

hey yo DJ freak is in the building:))
Everything was fine,more than fine actually,fabulous until i had to see someone.
Was super high with Shebe before NAPFA 5 items can?
So high until i went to a prefect randomly and started singing:
Hey hey you you,
i don't like you.
And started singing like some mad ass.
Haha.
After seeing some stuff which i seriously did not want to my whole mood plunged down can?
Then D.
Bloody bitch can you stop bringing up my past.
It's my past la i was so goddam dumb so fucking hell stop it.
To top it all my back was so fucking painful so couldn't do 5 items/
@$!@#$!$#$!%$%!$%.
Anyhoos,i just wanna say Thank you shenna:)For everything.Love ya<<33's
You too vani<<33's

`Friday.
Mum asked me to skip school today because i was like in serious pain kinda thing.
But decided not too.
So the usual laughs,highness and madness.
Tamil was fun.
And santhiya complimented me,actually she stated a fact.
And after Tamil me and vani plus santhiya were walking around the school and i saw HER*
#$##%#$%.
And omfg me and vani saw 2 ppl showing their affection in public a.k.a PDA.
GROSS.

To HER*
I'm sick and tired,
of explaining to you how i feel.
Wasn't it last Friday when i thrashed out how i felt about some stuff?
I even cried and this is what i get?
You lied to me,
Not just to me you also lied to her*.
Stop it,can you just tell the truth rather than hurting both of us like that?
I have said enough and I've cried more than enough,
I have enough of all these shit.
Because after all i don't mean a dam thing to you so i doubt that you would care about how i feel?

To _____:
Stop being such a contradicting freak.
I don't care about what you wanna do cause I'm gonna stick to my policy,
Wanna talk,talk don't wanna talk then fuck off!
Cool?
Yeah.

I'm good with or without you:)

`Getting over my stress,moving along.

HELLO:)
I'm considering if i should delete my blog post..hmm.
Nvm.
PC advised me.And once again she made me realize alot of stuff.
I don't care,I'm gonna overcome my stress,move along with my life.
I'm not going to harp over about my loved ones who left me.
Wait no longer loved ones.Even those who left a great impact after leaving came back!!
Because I'm irresistible!!Lol.
And I'm not gonna worry so much just affecting my health.
I'm gonna be a happy kid from today:))

School was fun!
You see shebe i brought you the chocolate:)
And Vani told me some sec 1 girl when to her and asked if i had a sister who left the school already.
Then Vani said ya.And she started screaming.WEIRD.
Nvm.
During lit that bitch shouted SHOBI,then run away.Coward.
Loser.
Public speaking was funn.
We had this part where the person sitting beside you has to intro you to the class.
Guess what shebe said?She was like shobi loves playing with Barbie dolls and loves ppg!
Embarrassing.
Actually i don't care la i do like Barbie dolls and its not like I'm the only one what.Heather also!

ooh listening to my blog song makes me oh-so highhhh!!

`CONFUSED.STRESSED.FUCK-ED UP.

Wtf.Wtf.Wtf.
Just as i thought life was going pretty smooth got so much of things to worry about.
And its annoying like ****.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STRESSED isn't the only word to describe how i am feeling,a series of mixed emotions combined together is killing me.
No matter how much i try to convince myself nothing is helping.
And the song i'm listening to is not helping.:(((((

I wanna do what i did last time,3lines.
Family,Friends and love.
Serious.
But the only i am controlling is because i advice people not to do such stupid stuff.
@#$!@!@.
Life at home is simply so #$#$ and stressful la.
PRESSURE.
Then in school......don't have to go on alr.
I just wanna stay away from everyone tomorrow in school la.
Whats the point,everyone i love leaves me.Maybe azureen was right la.Its not them,its my attitude.Fuck.Though sometimes its not like a quarrels but some circumstances like going to another class.So best to keep myself prepared because no matter how hard i try to save a piece of myself so that i don't get hurt doesn't work.
Whatever.

Fuck everything that is going on.

`Liar.

Hello.School was normal today.
Tamil super duper fun!!
S called me and beggar boy insane!
#!@#!@#$#
Haha.
Whatever anyway I'm really pist and upset by the way someone is behaving.

Dude why?
What happen to all those promises.
You simply move along with life,
Did you stop a second to see how she's doing?
You will feel like doing,you do it.
And you continue as if nothing has happened.
Leave all your personal problems alone,
how about me?
What did i do to deserve all these shit.
Dont lie to me.
Because i know no matter what things will not be the same.
I can already feel the goddamn distance.
Did i ask you to talk to me?
You came,you talked and now you leave me all alone.
What the hell did i do for all the people whom i love to keep on hurting me?

`Sunday

Woke up early and went for violin.
Came back and Matt was leaving for her camp:((
OMFG.
I have never been sad when my sister goes for camp except her Pri.5 camp.
And i was only primary 1,so i cried la.
But now i don't know i feel sad when she has gone for so many camps.
I MISS HER:(((
Maybe thats cause for the past few months i and her started to bond.
SHE EVEN HUGGED ME BEFORE LEAVING FOR CAMP and she's not those who hugs me or anyone!
And i read her diary.
I feel like the world's worst sibling.
I saw her entry about me.
I cant believe it.
I had been such a bitch to her over someone who dont deserve my friendship and the best thing was my sister was going through fuck.
Oh man.
Matt,I'm truly sorry you are not the worst sibling i am.
For not understanding you and always annoying you.
I'm sorry you are way way important that her*.
I miss her and the reason is i miss talking to her but at any time Matt,you come first then to anyone.
Dude don't worry about anything now just concentrate on poly.
Just think that whatever has happened is for your own good.
Love ya:))

Shebe just called me,haha told her about AHEMS!!
Take care Shebe Webe Lone!!!<<33's

`Confused.

Friday was indeed fun excluding the part shebe fell and sprained her ankle.
Nothing much happen had pe,then during pe shebe fell sprained her ankle.
Then had Chew house meeting after it ended brought shebe over to my crib so she can rest?!
Ya,anyway she called her mum and i sent her back.
Hopefully she recovers soon.

Today had Methodist walk.
Me and Vani were like dreading the whole thing but turned out we had fun.
And i saw him*,well i think.
It was like so unexpected.
I cannot believe la.
And i went omg for like 10 minutes non-stop.Haha.
I'm not sure if it's him but i dont want it to be him,only Vani will know the reason.Haha.
Okay so after Methodist walk came home,no one was at home.
Called tuition teacher and she had to go out so the lesson was cancelled:))
Then lunch-ed.
Matt went to cut hair and i stayed at home.
Nothing much was studying now off to practice violin.
Later that G start his lecture.
Haha.

To my wonderful SM:
Hey dude.
Thanks for hanging out with me the whole Methodist walk.
Thanks for listening to me and going on and on about AHEMS!
Thanks for bearing with me when i was rapping!
Thanks for bearing with me when i went super duper high when listening to that song*!
And dude you are so sweet you were so excited for me.Aww thanks.Love ya.


OUT.