`...Heyy.
School was fine,it was good till Tamil la.
I think
S is rather bias and i feel some people are so goddamn dishonest la,don't deserve marks still get it.
Wadever if they thinks it helps then good for you because in O's they don't just get marks like that its your disadvantage.Not mine.
BITCH.
Yeah S left earlier due to some work,not sure though.
Went to the toilet and saw
someone la.
Mood plunged,damn.I'm not harping on the past its just difficult like aiya everytime walking past and the person so contradicting and for some fucking reason it hurts you deeply.Don't wish to elaborate when she herself don't care about me,not even 1/4 of how much i do,i can't do a damn thing can i?
IT lesson was rather funny,sitting with
shenna is damn it hilarious.Got sudden effects,mouse can drop and the screen can tilt.Hilarious.
Then had to go for some stupid photo thingy.
I just realised that i have been telling everyone my
birthday is coming happily.
But deep down only god knows whether i'm really happy.Really wished i wasn't even born.
It would be so peaceful for everyone.And that is for sure right
happy pill,___,___ and ___?Back has been hurting for such a long time.I give up on my life already la.Damn every fucking shit thats going on.
To you*:Do you really care for me?Have you really cared for me?Once it was a fact now that you cared now its just a hope.You are hurting me so so much.Bleeding on the inside crying on the out.Remember the promise you made?Saying that you would take care of me till you leave the school.Hah.Makes me laugh.Just be honest wont you?It will be less painful in that way for me,tell me whether you really cared ofr me and you have and will treasure the frenship.Maybe SWL was correct,i forgive people easily because no matter what horrid stuff they do i forgive them.And its the same here.Haish.I wanna be less forgiving in fact i want to be a stone hearted asshole.It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
