You* said you said it out of spite, You said you have been treated unfair, What about me? Look,she* texts me often because she's very free and i know you are not that's why sometimes things like "how are you" and "good morning dear" is sent to you when i sent to her. I only did that cause we hardly talk,i really miss you and was wondering how were you, Is that a mistake? And is that called a selfish creep? After being with you for so long do you think i was acting towards you? And that i gain happiness when you are feeling blue? Puh-lease. It breaks my heart to know that you think I'm using you. Is that why i always cared for you and tried my level best to cheer you up or send you so many text? And if i was just using you tell me would i bother opening up to you,trusting you and telling some of my problems. I did all that because i care for you and thinking that we were friends. Is that all wrong? I truly understand how you feel because i have gone through it all. You know it very well,a supposedly brother,2 good friends and a SIL, whom made the same promise and now you. Imagine how i feel not just this is not my only problem but others too. I don't know how to emphasize to you that you DAMN HELL mean alot and alot to me. Please don't break the promise like the rest cause cause you mean tons to me....