Life For me is Not the Same There's no One to turn to Dont know why i let it go too far Starting over it's so hard Seems like everywhere I try to go I keep thinking of you
The verse above the ones that i high lighted are the lines that best suit what I'm feeling now. I'm feeling absolutely horrible. I don't know how to explain why am i feeling so low,insecure and a complete loner. Andand a complete loser. Why dude why tell me no one is treating me fairly now. Broke down badly after school and outside school felt really dumb thanks shenna for the longgg hug and letting me cry it out while i hugged you,love you. Can i just quit,quit from school,home and even my life. The only thing that keeps flashing on my mind is a penknife. Tonight I'm breaking my promise to ya'll. Sorry but its not easy everywhere i turn some sort of problems... Call me a coward for not facing my problems but you guys just don't understand neither will you guys ever understand. In school I'm just acting all ego but deep down only i know.... So tonight I'm stopping with the ego act and with the happy act,hate me or love me i dont care cause i know everyone alr hates me so no diff right if i be myself. I just wonder that if i die will anyone even shed a drop of tear for me? Doubt it,hah own sister already wishes that i was dead what more anyone else eh? Anyway my online happy pill thanks for always listening to me and my problems dude. So sweet that you're dropping by to say HI. And i will help you with ahems. Love ya. I truly hope and pray that shenna will do well for her event. Peace out ya'll.
