My world is filled with cheer and you.

♥

Saturday, September 29, 2007

4:51 AM

`Funfair

After months and weeks of constant nagging and scoldings we received today was the day that we proved Ms.W that we ain't useless(:But i really gotta admitt the fact that without her or the constant nagging we wouldn't have been able to run the stall,so thanks Ms.W(:

Today was really crazy and my emotions took a roller coaster ride today.Great.

Let me elaborate.

Went super high with clique,seriously i love them<<33's

Then spent some time with Ash.That cute thing is so hilarious.

Never fails to make me laugh.

Then met Matt's friends.

Omg i felt so happy to see Jean again.Missed her so much.
She kinda made my day?!Haha.Love her.
Then played games with clique and yeah.
Then came emo-ness.
Haish.
Don't wanna elaborate just that kinda broke down.So fucking pai-seh.:/

Anyway a really big thanks to:
-Shenna(For consoling me and sitting by my side)
-Heyong and Vani(Asking me to cheer up)
-Sivvy(For all the hugs)
-Elizabeth(For the hug)
-Mrs tng(For consoling and making me laugh)

AND SORRY SHENNA,HEYONG AND VANI FOR DAMPENING YOUR MOODS ESP SHENNA AND VANI CAUSE YSTD I RUINED YOUR AFTERNOON YESTERDAY.SORRY.I'M A BITCH.

Yeah thats bout it.
I feel really choked up la.Like so many things bottled up.
And thanks all those who helped 2.3 to clean up the mess.Really appreciate it(:
Off to go watch jodi no.1(:Monkey cheers me up(:
BYE.

♥

Monday, September 24, 2007

3:40 AM

`Smile(:

Hey,couldn't update the whole of last week.
Because my aunt passed away):
So had all the funeral rituals so yeah busy.
Had quite alot to blog but after listening to my present blog song,i seriously cant remember a damn thing.
The song just makes me smile(:
So will keep this post short.
OUT.

I despise that I adore you

♥

Saturday, September 15, 2007

6:50 PM

`Haish

Man i seriously hate the way that i am feeling.
Right now there's so many things that are bugging me.
Too many things that i don't even know where to start from or how to figure all of 'em,solve them so that i can clear my mind.

You know 'm seriously sick and tired of having to worry bout the same old issues,am sick and tired to be the loser who is always made use of people whom i thought were my loved ones and i am seriously sick and tired of seeing my hopes fall down each time.

Actually i don't really understand myself neither do i understand my feelings.
I SERIOUSLY hate,i repeat HATE bottling up all my feelings and put a smile on my face.
If i had a choice i would really love to runaway,being all ALONE to get all my feelings sorted,have a long peaceful nap then some nice spa,haha and then return back to this miserable place.

Man i'm seriosuly gonna create a LJ account.
I really need it.
I cant even blog here in peace,i cant express whatever i feel.
What is a blog anyway ah?An online journal and whats the point of blogging then when i cant even express myself?
And wheni wanna mention a certain someone in my blog i cant do that freely to and now that the school is checking all our blogs...haish.
So yes my point LJ account.
Soon shobi.

But for the time being all i can do is to lock myself up stare at the 4 walls and reflect/decide what do i really want in life.

Okay now for the normal stuff,school has been pretty okay.
Imma nice kid right Shenna?(:
I feel like going for jogging now,Shobi needs to lose weight like atleast 5kg before deeps.
Then another 2kg before christmas?!
Hmmm... so far dieting process is erms okay?!

Hmm thats it for this entry(:

♥

Monday, September 10, 2007

1:52 AM

`HSM2(:

Haha finally after waiting for so long i watched HSM2(:
Nice nice.
Hmm nth much to blog 'bout.
Just that school was pretty slack.
Went to Changi Museum.Grr boring man.
Thats 'bout it.
Wow what a short post.

I love this line:I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime.
How realistic and true in Shobi's life.

♥

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

9:39 PM

`Argh!

This is like so typical,just when i was having fun something shitty has to arise and dampen my mood.
Man why cant life be perfect?At least for a short period.
Haish.
Okay.Wadeves,Shobi is not gonna care about anything like this.
She's gonna move on with her plans and have fun i mean why must i be the one to sit at home all depressed and emo about people whom don't even give a damn about me and are having the time of their live.
So no worries Shobi.

Haha feel dumb.
The first para was something that i needed to get myself up and going.
Ahhs anyways Mum thinks I'm insane.
Cant blame her i mean was at home alone the whole day hence when i start to communicate with humans after such a long time i kinda get irritated easily and start snapping at them for no reason.(Oh and this happens to only family members SM,ystd night's incident had nth to do with that!)
And thanks to my dearest SM I'm sitting again at home all alone.
Well cant blame her la i was stupid to not confirm whether there was really gonna be clique outing before cancelling my other plans.
Hmm seems that dearest SWL is sick):
Get well soon my dearie/secret love<3's

Actually i wanted to blog about someone who pist me off and wanted to blog some emo para but thanks to the first para kinda got over it la
I mean why dwell on unpleasant stuff and end up making myself worse,as if I'm not already feeling bad.Tsk.

Okay.
Haha have been watching the Dhoom 2 movie like over and over again whenever i get the time.
Haha.
Oh and high school musical premieres on the 9th!
Yayness only 4 more days((:
Okay off to watch C 10028 or maybe Vallvan.
Haha,have watched that flick like dunno 30 times?!
Serious man.
But still kinda tear at the particular part.Its not exactly a scene where people can cry but dunno it kinda affects me and yeah its a only god-knows-why reason/secret(:

OMG what a weird post.
Its like a contradiction of emotions in each para.Haha oh well off to go watch i-dunno-what movie.
Have a good day folks(:

He's so good an he knows how to love me

♥

Monday, September 03, 2007

2:31 AM

`You are the music in me(:

Hello.

Havent been blogging for a long time.

Hmmm..Shobi is a lazy kiddo(:

Haha and decided to blog more frequently now that its the holidays.

Last week of school was okay la.

Watched movies such as Take The Lead,Finding Nemo and Tom and Jerry(:

Played stress,received report book and celebrated Teacher's day.

Well yepp that was the highlights of the last week of school.

Kinda cool but fell ill on Thursday and i must say since then to now Shobi has completely lost appetite.

I hardly feel hungry though my stomach is empty.

Rather disturbing but i feel happy at the same time.

Well reason is rather obvious,losing weight it is.

Haha.

Ssshhh.

I know like a bunch who will kill me if i diet/:

But hey its not like on purpose right?

Ahhs wadeves enough with the diet crap.

Weekend were fine or should i say awesome?!

Hahahahaha.Thanks.

Shant elaborate,cause what i find amusing and nice may not be to others so shant bore my readers or what-so-ever.

I'm already happy with what i've got((:

Haha i bet everyone is lost.

Hahahaha.

Okay omg shobi please stop craping,

Okay one more thing and i will be off to dance/jump/scream around the house happily.

I just watched DHOOM 2.

And omfg its simply awesome.

Hrithik is the new love(:

I know i know this movie aint new.. SO WHAT?

Its awesome la readers if you havent watched it,Shobi's advice is to go watch it(:

Okay off to dance/jump/scream around the house happily((:

I can't figure out the feeling that i'm feeling.