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Saturday, September 15, 2007
6:50 PM
`HaishMan i seriously hate the way that i am feeling.Right now there's so many things that are bugging me.Too many things that i don't even know where to start from or how to figure all of 'em,solve them so that i can clear my mind.You know 'm seriously sick and tired of having to worry bout the same old issues,am sick and tired to be the loser who is always made use of people whom i thought were my loved ones and i am seriously sick and tired of seeing my hopes fall down each time.Actually i don't really understand myself neither do i understand my feelings.I SERIOUSLY hate,i repeat HATE bottling up all my feelings and put a smile on my face.If i had a choice i would really love to runaway,being all ALONE to get all my feelings sorted,have a long peaceful nap then some nice spa,haha and then return back to this miserable place.Man i'm seriosuly gonna create a LJ account.I really need it.I cant even blog here in peace,i cant express whatever i feel.What is a blog anyway ah?An online journal and whats the point of blogging then when i cant even express myself?And wheni wanna mention a certain someone in my blog i cant do that freely to and now that the school is checking all our blogs...haish.So yes my point LJ account.Soon shobi.But for the time being all i can do is to lock myself up stare at the 4 walls and reflect/decide what do i really want in life.Okay now for the normal stuff,school has been pretty okay.Imma nice kid right Shenna?(:I feel like going for jogging now,Shobi needs to lose weight like atleast 5kg before deeps.Then another 2kg before christmas?!Hmmm... so far dieting process is erms okay?!Hmm thats it for this entry(:
