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Monday, October 29, 2007
6:19 AM

`Fuck everything and everyone.

This post was suppose to be a happy one and a post filled with dedications to my loved ones.
I change my bloody mind now.
I am so fucked up.
Really am.
My parents just saw my report book and scolded me stupid etc..,i fought with someone whom i love dearly and my whole clique is appealing cept for me.
Actually i will be happy,really happy if they get to the class they desire but the fact that they already talked bout it among themselves before telling me makes me so sad.

I feel so loner now.
I am crying here and i feel like there's no shoulders to lean on and...
I just cant continue this post.
If i break shenna's promise i am sorry.Thats bout it.




Wednesday, October 24, 2007
2:36 AM

`Boredddd...

Hello my dear readers.
I have been online from 3 plus and still have not decided on what to blog.
All i can say is that life in school has been pretty fine and fun.
Especially yesterday.Yesterday was Tuesday and Tuesday means MOTHER TONGUE DAY(:
I tell you i was super sad and pist yesterday but thanks to A,D,K,R and S i felt better.
They made me laugh like crazy.
Omg i love them la,next year Tamil class is going to be a blast.But that is if we are all in the same Tamil class.Hopefully we are!

Hmmm today school was alright.
Christmas service this year was not so fun and high like last year):
Oh did i mention i have babies?!
Haha,my angel gave the water babies to me and i officially took them as my babies.
Yay(:

This post is so crap la.
I dont even know what to blog and am super bored.
Chatting with my girlfriend online.
And she's watching some lameass show so she's not chatting with me now):
Stupid cass!
But on the bright side she's going to give me a big balloon!
Say yay everyone!
Okay enough with this crap.
I will try to be less crap and less boring in the future post.
Till then BYE(:




Sunday, October 14, 2007
10:19 PM

`Friday(:

Friday was founder's day and since we were suppose to report only at 3.15pm i met C,S and J for lunch at Vivo.
Lunch-ed at Thai then bought chocs from Candy Empire and headed to the playground.
Played like some small kiddos with them.
Had been a while since i laughed till like that(:
Thanks C,S and J(:
Reached school slightly late.
Sat with Cass and Shenna during the founder's day service.
Cass is funny(:And OMFG i love her hair.I just love it<<33's
Haha,was singing with them during the service.
Reached home at 7 plus,dinner-ed,watched Jodi and fell asleep(:

`Saturday(:
Went shopping with my family for Deeps.
Mum bought me two skinny jeans.
Wasn't interested to buy but ended up buying cause of mummy.
Hmmm i think i am not fit to wear skinny's la,i am so fat):
Went home shortly cause dad wasn't feeling too well so yeah.
Watched Jodi,omfg i felt like crying when i saw Simbu crying.So sad la.
On the other hand my family were rooting for B.
Argh,heck them la.Simbu was/is/and will be my love<3's

`Sunday(:
Had violin in the morning.
I didn't do anything cept for watching the telly.
Watched kk and V star.
Omg S is super hot in the movie(:
And for V star i really wanted Deva to win la.
But nevertheless am i happy that Ebi won instead of Dhinesh.
Ad omgggg Shabir performed(((:Awesome
Yogi B and N 's performance was mind blowing too!

Yepp thats bout it.





Thursday, October 11, 2007
3:22 AM

`Wednesday((:

Wednesday was the best day of my entire life.
Not exactly BEST la but it was rather cool,smooth,nothing i repeat nothing went wrong and i had loads of fun(:
AWESOME!
Haha.
Actually the after school day was better.
2 reasons.
First,I went out to Vivo with Shenna,Vani and Wanleng.
WL and SM were not fun at all please,had a blast with shenna(:
Then came home and yeah,cleared up certain things with someone(:
And yes now she's officially back to being my brother<3's
No matter how far she may be she will always be my brother and i love her(:

`Thursday(:

Was pretty awesome excluding the two losers that got scolded form me.
Lame ass and i bet in them one is the one who tagged my blog.
LOSER(:
Anyway thanks clique and Dharsh and ex lg(:
Okay after school went to Vivo again.This time with Shenna and Heyong.
Had a blast except for the security guard.
@#@@$$%$#%$#%.
Aiya super lazy to blog more.
I'm outta her(:




Saturday, October 06, 2007
3:32 AM

`Pist.

I'm super irritated now.
Too many thigs choking me already.
Thats why i only invited certain people to my blog.
So far invited 4 readers.Think i'm gonna open my blog to the author only which is obviously me.

I am feeling super fucked up.
I cant even think straight,cant blog straight.
So am gonna end this post with one last line to state what i am feeling now.

I FEEL LOST,EMPTY,LONELY,FUCKED-UP,IRRITATED THAT I ______.




Monday, October 01, 2007
11:14 PM

`Tuesday)':

AHHH today sucked la.
I'm still feeling emo,actually worse.
Shobi is very tempted to use the tool,penknife.
Haish.
Morning sucked as i didn't talk to anyone.
Then headed to UPTLC.Was okay la.
The guy spoke Tamil so fluently i want to speak like him!
Then went to Lil'India to makan.
Let me tell you that its super cool to go there with your friends.
I actually forgot all the stuff which had been bothering me and went high.Thanks to K,R,A etc.
Super nice,cute and sweet people.
Then after lunch we took a walk around Lil'India.
It was time to go back to school.Sucks.
Wanted to stay in school for awhile and tell SWL about stuff but it seems that she was busy with her track friends and SM didn't bother bout me.
So back to feeling sad and extra.
Felt that i was not needed so took my bag and left.
Might have been rude but it only seems that leaving was the right thing to do.
Ah fuck shit.
Feeling super sad,lonely and empty.
Don't even wish to go to school tom cause it will just be the same or worse.
@!#!@$%##@$%#$@%$@#%@#$@#!#!#!#@$#%%$%&%&$%@#$@#

To you*
I want you back in my life.
I want to be like how we used to.
Atleast when you were with me i had someone to talk to,cry to and laugh with.
Now without you i feel so lonely,part of me seems to be missing.
There are so many things at this point where i want to tell you.
I don't even know where to start from.
Hais but its too late to even start.
I will just like you to know that no matter where you may be you will always be in my prayers<3's