AHHH today sucked la. I'm still feeling emo,actually worse. Shobi is very tempted to use the tool,penknife. Haish. Morning sucked as i didn't talk to anyone. Then headed to UPTLC.Was okay la. The guy spoke Tamil so fluently i want to speak like him! Then went to Lil'India to makan. Let me tell you that its super cool to go there with your friends. I actually forgot all the stuff which had been bothering me and went high.Thanks to K,R,A etc. Super nice,cute and sweet people. Then after lunch we took a walk around Lil'India. It was time to go back to school.Sucks. Wanted to stay in school for awhile and tell SWL about stuff but it seems that she was busy with her track friends and SM didn't bother bout me. So back to feeling sad and extra. Felt that i was not needed so took my bag and left. Might have been rude but it only seems that leaving was the right thing to do. Ah fuck shit. Feeling super sad,lonely and empty. Don't even wish to go to school tom cause it will just be the same or worse. @!#!@$%##@$%#$@%$@#%@#$@#!#!#!#@$#%%$%&%&$%@#$@#
To you* I want you back in my life. I want to be like how we used to. Atleast when you were with me i had someone to talk to,cry to and laugh with. Now without you i feel so lonely,part of me seems to be missing. There are so many things at this point where i want to tell you. I don't even know where to start from. Hais but its too late to even start. I will just like you to know that no matter where you may be you will always be in my prayers<3's
