My world is filled with cheer and you.

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Friday, February 29, 2008

12:55 AM

MOVED(:

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

6:21 PM

`Rarr(:

Has been ages since i updated so decided to update today(:
Lets see i cant really remember everything so i will blog bout those that i rmb.

I cant remember the date but one of the Sunday's before the 17th i went shopping with my family.
Headed to peninsular(spelling)first to get my sister's skinny's and dad's soccer jersey.Zomg i saw someone.OMG.I cant really mention it here!Lg knows bout it and she's following me to peninsular soon to find him!Hahahaha. Aite back to shopping so left the place and headed to N square.I don't like the N square apparently my mum wanted to buy some stuff from there so dragged ourselves there.Ate at Han's and home-ed.

Monday(17th Dec)
Town-ed with Mum and sister.
Got the things that we wanted.Lunch-ed.Headed to OG to get somethings for Mum's friends and then went to A.H to visit my Grandfather.

Saturday(22nd Dec)
Town-ed again but with Brother's fly and just Matt and Me.
Watched the flick Alvin and the chipmunks.
Zomg they are so frigging cute.Especially Theodore!
Omg so cute.Aite i should stop.haha.
After the flick went shopping for V cause her birthday was on the 24th.Bought her a birthday Barbie(:
I know I'm sweet!Hehe.

Sunday(23rd Dec)
Picnic at East Coast with loves.
Had extreme fun.
Am too lazy so gonna leave out the details but had an awesome time 'cept it rained!#!@#!@#$

Thats bout all i can rmb.
This hols i went shopping alot.Really till I'm kinda sick of it alr.
Haha.Okay I'm outta here.

♥

Monday, December 10, 2007

7:58 PM

`Boohoo!

To you*
You're not the only one aite?
IMY too,more than you actually.
You think its easy for me to forget everything?
From late night calls,long text msgs to cheer me up when i was down and needed someone to the ice-cream fetish that we had.
Each time i apply gloss your memory kicks in.
Each time i see a H.A.G your memory kicks in.
I miss you too but its not easy,you just forgot everything w had and just listened to something that someone said without even asking me if it was true.
I called you,talked to you,cried to you not to believe those shit but you chose to.Now..
Just gimme time i need to think.

To you*
I can't believe it.
I seriously cant.
I never once expected you,you of all people to hurt me this badly.
What do i look to you?A bloody fool,a bloody fucking fool don't i?
We both have gone in our own ways,there's a HUGE distance between us.
Its a fact i know that but i always thought it will get better.
I love you and i respect the friendship that's why i text you often.
And i don't even get a reply to that so i assumed you're busy or smth till i heard that that day while i was on the phone with her.
So you could text her but cant even reply my msgs?
Its rather hurting you know,it comes to show how much you respect the friendship and me.
Know what just forget it okay.
Now you don't look back at the past right? The NEW ____.
You've got your own new friends now and so you don't bother bout me.
Fine la be that way but just rmb who was there for you all along and helped you through your confusions,sorrows etc.
According to SHOBI you're a LBR and shobi don't do LBR'S.
Peace.

Okay that two para above is only meant for two people so please don't come ask me who is it and stuff.
The second para is rather negative so don't anyhow assume that you're the person.Actually you will only feel guilty if one you are the person or two you have done something similar.Either ways I'm not gonna entertain you.
Wdeves I'm pist and tired so I'm outta here.

♥

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

5:47 PM

`Bleahs.

HEYHEY(:
My sincere apologies to my dear readers for not updating my blog for such a long time!
Alright let me just quickly summarize what has been happening in my oh-so-screwed-up-life.

The last time i blogged was around deeps which was on the 8th of Nov so the week after deeps was spent visiting and visitors coming over to my crib.
On the 19th Nov bought school books and guess what it is still lying in my room untouched!Tsktsk.
That week was PK time so spent most of the time with daddy and uncle S cause dad was on MC and i felt bad cause he's sick and yet driving so decided to accompany him.So yeah but i still had loads of fun with both of them especially when uncle S treats me like a princess((:
On the 24th was PK(((:
Hehe.Mum and Matt didn't want to come so was just me and dad.
Was super happy spotted 3 of my ec's and sorted something out with a certain someone(:
Okay sorted isn't exactly the word things got better than the last time so Shobi's happy(:
Haha i think I'm the first earthling to actually feel happy and have fun on such an event.Okay maybe not the first earthling I'm sure other's do enjoy buy the reason vary(:
Okay so on the 26th was dad's op.
ZOMGGG!That was like a major heart attack for me.Was so terrified like duh!It was a major op what!
Thank god everything went smoothly and for the fabulous dinner i had with two lovelies and Matt on the OP day.They made me laugh so hard till i was tearing!
So after the op which was on Monday dad got discharged on Wednesday and from the very day forth there are visitors to my house.Hmm sad part is that i cant really go out cause dad still cant really move as in he can but he shouldn't till his next appointment with the docs.I don't mind sacrificing anything for daddy,i love him(:

Okay so thats bout it for wadever that has happened,actually there's more like shopping and outing etc.
But these are the only ones which i can remember the date!Hehee.

So for the upcoming weeks of my hols mum says that we may either take a short trip to M'sia with Ben's fly or chalet with them sweethearts and there's gonna be a picnic.(:
Hopefully both takes place(:
Thats bout it,i better start doing all my homework cause i if don't start and finish my holiday homework on time i cant go):

Hmmm holidays will be over soon and feel like i have not accomplished anything):
I dunno,maybe i want to o something drastic but i dunno what should i do?!
Haha.Lame sia Shobi.

Argh i really don't want to think bout next year,I'm dreading it.My class sucks,the subjects that i take sucks,Gayu mummy wont be in Pl next year and that sucks.
Argh SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
Can i just go back to my secondary 1's life?I don't want to go to secondary 3!)':
HAIS.

And the hearts all over the world tonight.

♥

Thursday, November 15, 2007

4:04 AM

`Warning:Vulgar and an angry post ahead.

Minutes ago only i finished blogging a super long and sad post.
I published it but changed my mind and save it into my drafts.
Whats e bloody point?I blogged saying how upset i am cause this hols,i feel so chucked and unwanted its like all my loved ones seem to have their own friends and stuff.
Its like so aiya forget it sia.
Only after publishing it i realized that there ain't any point.Only fight will arise and Shobi will feel worse.
FUCK IT SIAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I'm bloody sick and fucking tired of feeling like this.

GOD!Cant i get a break from all these?
Why is it one after another?
Why is everyone doing this?
And god why must i love all the people around me from family to friends,why why why must i love them?
I feel so unwanted both by my family and friends so what am doing here god?
It feels so worthless and pointless of me living.
I have tried and tried my best to please everyone around me but i cant god that just ain't me.
I am not pretender or a fake.
And also i try try to be there for every one but i do have my own stuff too right god?
And when i just cant console them i am the bad person.WTF.
But the same bunch who come to me for advices don't even care for me and neither do they console me.Fuck heads.
My very own goddamn it sister labeled me as the worlds most horrid sister just cause i didn't want to listen to her.Like wth.
God you know very well why i don't want to listen and i don't hafta continue cause you know i believe you are the only one who understand what i feel.

AHHHHHHHH i am sick and tired and am extremely narked at being ignored.
#!@#$#$%$%^%&^$#$%^&%$#$%#$%^&%#@#!@#!@#!#!#$$#%.
Damn it fine the world doesn't need me right?
I am cancelling all the dates that i have and GAYU mummy i am sorry,really am but it seems like i am not wanted so yeah.Same goes to clique, ___,____ and ____.
And yeah i am switching off my phone till 2007 ends.
Whats the point its not like anyone bothers bout Shobi.
Neither am i going to blog for awhile.
PEACE.

♥

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

8:58 PM

`Happy Deepavali(:

Hello my dear readers,Shobi is extremely sorry that she hasn't been blogging.
Ahhh blogger is so boring and i have no time and when i have time i got no mood.
Anyways i am so relieved that i have finished the dedications for my clique cause Heyong was making me feel guilty though i have one general one to do,will do that soon.

Anyhoos Deeps this year was good,awesome compared to last year but could have been better though.
Slept only at 3am on the eve of deeps and woke up at 7am.(Only 4 hrs of sleep!)
Did the usual stuff(Oil bath,prayers etc..)
Matt's friends came over in the noon and left at about 5 and we,as in the family,left to the oldies place.
Home-d and Dad's friends came over.
Was 11pm when the last visitor left.
Man was i drained stupid Matt when to sleep at ten something cause she had school next day.Tsktsk.What a lame excuse.
But I'm fine with it had fun with N and P.They are so cuteeeee.Esp N<<33's

2nd day

Well both Mum and Sis was not at home,Mum went to work and Sis school.
So had no visitors neither did we go for any visiting):
Mum's brother(Uncle) came over in the evening and so did my Dad's friend.
That was about it.

3rd day
Did visiting.Most of the visiting that were done were my mum's side.
We went to my dad's friend's house and "granddaddy's" house first.
Then the rest were mum's side.
Yay!I saw BEN<<333333's.
ZOMG he looks so so adorable.But sadly __ wasn't there.BOOOOO)):
Haha.
And the very evening my aunt(mum's sis) including Ben came over(:

4th day
Was rather boring cause we did visiting on dad's side!
Haha.
So shan't elaborate.

Thats about it.
It may seem boring to read but it was fun la.
Sister's PL clique is coming over today(:I'm happy cause Pauline is coming too!!
Yayness.
Aite thats bout it.
Oh wait one final thing HAPPY DEEPS TO ALL MY MAKALS!!
Zomg sounds so A-fied.Haha.
Till next time(:

♥

Friday, November 02, 2007

2:58 AM

`Dedications((:

Aloha.
Omg loads of crazy things has happened since the last post.
Argh Shobi doesn't want to think bout it.
Now for the sake of the people around me i will wear a mask,put up an act.A happy one(:
I really don't mind doing it,especially if the price is losing my loved ones or having arguments.
Okay now I'm going to do a special post to my clique a.k.a WW family.
Will start of according to the WW family number and also um obvious right the first one?!Haha.

SHENNA<<33's

My dearest love i really love you loads.
Thank you for always walking me home.
Thank you for always listening to my shit.
Thank you for being the lovely partner of mine.
Thank you for being my secret affair.(Date soon!)
Thank you for always being there for me no matter what.
Whenever i needed a shoulder to lean,you were there.
When i needed someone to make me laugh you will make me laugh.
So thank you.
Recently there has been some shitty misunderstandings between us ad that doesn't matter we both were fucked up.
But what is important to me is that we should go back to how we used to be.
And more importantly i want you to know that i am there for you,really am.
You can call on me whether day or night i will always be there(:
Haha.
Take care love especially of your ankle.
LOVE YOU A MILL.

HEY

ONG<<33's

First of Heyong i want to apologize for taking such a long time for this post.
I really had no time,with deeps coming and blogger taking such a long time to upload the pictures.
So i am sorry.

Thank you Heyong for always making me laugh constantly in school cause of your jokes,comments,stupidity,clumsiness etc..
Thank you Heyong for always being there if someone wanted to find me and stuff.
And thank you so so much for being there for me that day,listening to my sad story and being there on the phone with me when i cried(:

In conclusion Shobi is glad that she has a friend like you and though we may not be in the same class next year i really hope that we will remain as friends and still be in the clique(:ILYYYYYYY HEYONG(:

VANI<<

33's

Sorry SM i got no other pictures of you.
So sorry.
Anyways Vani thanks for all those long phone calls we used to have last hol.
Thanks Vani for those encouraging text messages that you sent to me whenever i felt demoralized.
Thanks Vani for always listening t my H.A.G's nonsense.LOL.
Anyways SM though this year there seemed to be so so much of space between us and i really hope that this holiday we will be back to how we used to be, those text messages and phone calls.You will always be my SM and hopefully I will always be your lovely manager(:Take care and have a safe and enjoyable trip to India.LOVES LOVES.